Something About You

You take my breath away

It is hard to breathe because my heart is pounding 

I get tong tied 

You beauty is astounding

Your smell

Your pheromones are enticing 

You beauty is enchanting

Your eyes are romancing

You are so pure

Beauty in its rarest form

Your smile is magical

Your voice carries so much charm

One look from you and I become mesmerized

One touch from you and I am paralyzed

One brush of you and I am mush

One kiss from you and I am mush

I am helpless under your spell

I am defenseless to your beauty, to your touch to your smell

You are so, fabulous and exotic

So beautiful, how could this not be erotic

I feel like a kid

Like this is puppy love

You make me stutter 

You make my heart flutter

I don’t know what I did to deserve you

I did not start living until I met you

Now I found happiness, and joy

Everything I ever wanted, the real McCoy.

I survived

Well last night I decided to take on my nieces.  The ages range from 10-7.  I initially planned on having three and wound up with 4.  I had big plans for them but things do not always work as planned so last night I felt like I was in the military again.  There was a ton of improvising and compromising going on.  Girls especially little ones require tons of attention and coaching.  They get together and become ADHD no attention span just buzzing full of energy like a hive of bees before they swarm.  I really did enjoy them but they are a hand full.  It gave me an opportunity to get to know them more, and for us to bond.  I missed out on most of their lives so I had a ton of catching up to do.  They all lit up when I said, "you can have as much junk food as you want, no curfew, you can jump on the furniture, and that the only rule is have fun."  It was a long night but we all had fun and now I can rest.

Last Day of finals

Today has turned out to be a good day.  I was so worried about my last test and my final exam.  I spent all day studying and most of the day today doing the same thing.  I took a break to eat and watch the game last night. 
I have a week off to rest and have fun.  I want to go to Canada this week but the flights are probably going to be outrageous.  I made plans to babysit my nieces and have a girls night at my house on friday evening and I do not want to disappoint my girls, but I also want to leave.  I know that is bad and I feel guilty if I leave but I do not know when I will be able to make a trip again until the end of nex quarter.  I can have the girls over any weekend.  As bad as I want to leave I think I will do the right thing, suck it up, and spend some time with my nieces.  They better not ask me to wear any nail polish though.  There will not be any dressing up in princess costumes for me either but I will have a tea party with them. 
My plan:

• Home made pizza
• As much ice cream they can eat
• Baking brownies or cupcakes
• Dance revolution on the big screen
• Movies
• Dollar store to by toys
• Next morning junk food pancakes (every sweet topping I can find)
• Toys R Us  purchase the loudest toys I can find and give them back to their mothers.

Fun sleepover with uncle Anthony....



p.s. I will keep my blog page open.  Please keep in touch.  It was a pleasure being in with you all. 



Anthony

Class Experiences

The first day I walked into class I was really intimidated.  Not by the instructor, nor the students, not even by the subject.  I was more in awe of the class size.  There were only 5-6 people in the class.  I was shocked.  I was told the class sizes were small but I never imagined... I think other than the learning experience of the course itself.  I learned about the people in the class.  Developed some new freindships.  I see many of us came out of our shells.  I learned many aspects of other people lives, values, and differences.  This blogger is a powerful tool.  I say that not just as a writing instrument but as a communication devise between individuals that I perhaps would have know nothing about other than they are in my English class.

You are my everything

When I think of you

The sky is no longer blue

You brighten up my day

Take away all things that are grey

You are the one for me

You are all I will ever need

You are my everything

You are my everything

I never imagined that I would have feelings like this

I never knew my life could be filled with such bliss

I never thought I could be loved

You are all I think of

I can never get tired of telling you

How much I really care

How I will always be there

How much I desire

How you sat my heart on fire

How much you inspire

How much passion you bring out of me

How much I love to be

To be with you..... 

You are the one for me

You are all I will ever need

You are my everything 

You are my everything

You make my heart race

May passing rage

This bird has left its cage...

Like a river my love flows

Like a fire fly my body glows

Like a baby our love grows

Only God knows

I am so Blessed to have you as mine

You heavenly and divine

Your body was crafted for me

A perfect fit and you adore meYou are the one for me

You are all I will ever need

You are my everything 

You are my everything

You make me feel special 

You make me feel happy

You make me feel loved

You are the one I think of.

When I am down 

All I need to do is hear the sound

Sound of your voice

And my sorrow becomes rejoiced 

Your touch is magical

You do not just sooth

You do not just caress

Your touch is the best

Your touch makes me want to undress

You are the one for me

You are all I will ever need

You are my everything 

You are my everything

Google Tools

I can not stop talking about google now.  I have told all of my friends about google and Google Drive.  I love this software. The only thing I do not like is using it with my phone.  My phone has this autocorrect feature on it that I can't stand.  It changes what I say all the time and when I text it says things I did not mean for it to say.  Words substitute and I look like an idiot.  I like the fact that I can connect with my phone, but my fingers are so big it makes it difficult to type or swipe.  I sometimes use the voice (Talk to Text) feature but it also has a mind of its own.
I am really excited about how user friendly google is.  I am also super excited because the days of upgrading software from Microsoft Office for $200-$600 is over for me.  This program is a life saver.  I love it. 

Terms I learned in class

Tone, we can tell tone by certain accents and punctuations.  It is part of our language, and writing style.  We can make out the meaning of some things just by knowing this.  Even if the person writing does not make any sense at all.
Setting, answers the where, who,what,and when.
Symbolism, things that appear to be one thing but mean something totally different.  Things that represent something used in writing that have abstract meanings or a double meaning.  The biggest example of this was in a Rose for Emily.  That rose itself, the thing that never appeared anywhere in the stoy except the title.  The things that rose represented (Sorrow, Pitty, and the fact that everything about Emily had a stinch on it).  The author decided she still deserved a rose.

A day studying

Yesterday I went to the beach.  The weather out west looked bad and I noticed it was raining.  I could hear the thunder and see the lightening.  I could also smell the rain.  Funny how you can only do that in Florida.  When I looked east towards the ocean it was crystal clear.  Sunshine and all.  So I loaded up the car and went to the beach.  It was low tide, and it was very quiet.  I went to the Mcarthur Park not the public beach.  I brought my books to study.  Everything was perfect.  My setting, was quiet and peaceful.  The waves were crashing in the background.  There was a slight overcast, so it was not to hot.  Everything was tranquil.  I also brought some corona.  I wanted to be like the people on the commercials.  The only problem with the entire set up is I have a low tolerance to beer.  I packed 6 bottles in my little cooler.  By the time I drank two beers I was slightly intoxicated and had a headache.  Moral to this story is to know your limitations, and stick to them, no matter what the setting is.

The things that I found very interesting about the poems we read in class are:  Some of the do not rhyme at all, others you need to know key terms to understand what they mean.  The women tend to write about passion, love, lust, and society.  The men wrote in the abstract, or about things they were passionate about.  The men wrote about nature, hunting, and dark things.  I found it ironic that William Frost wrote a poem about fire and ice, and his last name is Frost.

Symbols All around me

There are so many symbols.  From red lights, to stop signs, to the alphabet on our key board.  Symbols are short hand writings that have meaning.  Look at the ancient pyramids.  They have symbols that told their story.  Before Egyptians had their hyroglyphs there were cuneioform writings.  Today there is standard short hand and sign language.  Some people are iliterate and can not read at all, but they understand the symbols around them.  They are actually pretty smart just have not learned the alphabet symbols.  Chinese and Japanese are languages with over 300 symbols and characters and they have 2-3 meanings depending on the accent or way it is used in context.  Symbols are pretty easy once you know what they stand for.

Symbol someone else carry

All I can think of is my friend.  She has this blanket with a Ragley Ann and Andy print all over it.  I think this thing is more than dated and ugly.  I was actually making fun of it before I found out what it meant to her.  She has had this thing since she was a baby.  It was her first blanket.  Where she is from it is a tradition.  She says not only that but it reminds her of her father.  He tucked her in at night under this blanket.  After hearing this I understood.  I felt not so tall but, as small as a golf ball.  I understand now.  The symbolism and importnace that this blanket has in her life. 

Computer Class

I feel lost in my basic computer course.  I actually feel like most of the people in that class is lost.  I do not think anyone is passing that course at midterm.  The tests are fair but the quizes leave you guessing where is the materiel coming from.  It does not come from our lectures for sure.  I was told, "it is in the book."  My question is what book?  Where in the book?  I am constantly looking and feeling confused.  I am sure all of my classmates feel the same way.  I hope things change.  Intially I figured this is going to be an easy A, well it is not.  Total opposite.  I not usually one to complain nor vent.  However this weekend I will be face down in the book for sure.  I think I will just try to read the entire section on Excel. 

Symbolism in my life

Symbols that I have in my life.  The one that comes to mind first is the Holy Cross.  From a youth I was brought up in the church.  I am a believer in God.  I believe in Jesus Christ.  I know that there is powers on this planet that science have yet to explain.  That crucifix is symbolic but has power.  Like so many other people I have watched shows like the exorcist growing up.  I have heard stories of demonic possessions.  It wasn't till I was in high school working for the Diocese of Palm Beach until I started believing in that stuff.   Encountered a little boy for Belle Glade that was possessed.  I will never forget that kid.  Then in August/September I seen one appear in Riviera beach in family friends house.  It started out as a small light (orb like).  Before it disappeared it was bigger and more visible.  I thought it was a light show or trick at first because you could pass your hand around it, over it, through it.  Light with no heat but it had definite shape.  It was a cross and it was suspended.  I did some research and this phenomenon is actually common.  Ripley's believe it or not science team could not explain it.  Nor can I.  One point for God.


http://themiraclespage.info/lightcrosses/newsflashes.htm

Do you need a man?

Just to share the poetic side of myself with my peers.  I was having fun and decided to write and share this with you guys.

DO YOU NEED A MAN?

You need a real man to grab you by the back of your neck
Pulling you close to him
Delivering a passionate kiss
Sucking the breath out of you like an incubus

You need a man that would make love to you real slow
One to leave you trembling when he lets you go
Confused by what just took place
All you can do is stare into his face

You need a man
One that takes care of dinner arrangements and after plans
You deserve the best, the best candidate
One that your friends and parents would approve you to date

You need a man that would stimulate your mental stamina
Test your mind and heart parameter
One that is willing to give you PDA
One that is willing to put you on display

You need a man that will pick up the slack
You need a man that will have your back
Someone that will listen and share long talks
One that would hold your hand and take long walks

You need a man that will take you on vacations
A man that has a career not an occupation
You need a man that is strong
One willing to be 50 shades all year long

You need a man, one that is a partner and a friend
I am right under your nose, Stop looking!
You need a man both sensitive and sincere
You need a man who communicates, crystal clear

You need a man to be more than just a boo
You need a man to do the things I will do
The things I will do for you
The things I will do with you

You need a man.
Any man won’t do
You need a man
Unfortunately, No man good enough for you.....
Unfortunately, I am not the man for you...

Saturday

This morning I woke up super early to go to my nieces graduation.  I am very proud of this young lady.  She graduated with High Honors and had a GPA of 5.1 on a 4.0 scale.  I woke up grumpy because I had to drive to Port St. Lucie and be there by 7:30.  I was like who has ceremonies that early in the morning and why?  Its Saturday.  I talked to one of the sheriffs working the event.  He said he will be there all day from 6am until after 10pm tonight.  There are going to be 4 graduations and another event tonight after all the schools leave.  I was like well I guess I should not complain about getting up and making that drive.  At least I get to go home after this ceremony is over.